I made you my world for such a long time. I didn’t want to- I mean- I didn’t mean to. I have no one to blame. I considered blaming you, though. But thinking about it now, I don’t have anyone to blame; not even myself. And that’s ok, sometimes you don’t have to blame anyone.
You were my everything. My morning, my day, my night, my rain, my tears, my joy (nowadays, you’ve been more of my tears).
But I refuse to give up. I refuse to give up on you, on us. Because giving up and walking away , would hurt me more than staying. 
We are not broken up. No.
Our relationship has been going through some really tough times. But it’s not only about us. And our lives shouldn’t be just about us. It should be about family, about our friends. I know we are both going through our own battles. & maybe sometimes, these battles should be faced without the other. We have to find ourselves in these battles. We have to know we can stand on our own and be our own. And we have to know what it feels to be without the other person because that way, we can appreciate each other more.

That doesn’t mean I wont be here for you. I’ll always be here through your ups and your downs. I may not always understand you but I will try my hardest to lend you my ears, my shoulder, and my words if needed. 

Sincerely yours.

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ok.

And my head told my heart “let love grow” but my heart told my head “this time no” this time no.

Everything about this outfit is <3

(Source: polished-to-perfection)

(Reblogged from dirtylittlestylewhoree)

6 days & counting

before I go back to Cali.


I CANT FCKING WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. Can I just hop on a plane now please? I have nothing here.  

You go through shit and you work through it.

Dinner after church :) soooo good ! (Taken with Instagram at mandarin sky)

Happy 20th birthday bebekooo! ;))) May God continue to bless you with happiness, health and many more years to come <3 (Taken with Instagram)